Many things are changing…. long lost ppl are coming back in life… as if they never left… life doesnt ask me.. whether i need them back… why???
I want my life to allow me to take few decisions atleast… but hell NO..!!! I had learned to live without them… infact I was happy… and now i really dont want anyone to come and mess my life as if they have right to it.!!
I dont know what kind of stars and planets’ makeup i am made of… but for me distancing from ppl is not difficult.. For me.. movement is important and that too only forward… I dont believe in turning around and giving a handshake to the past… for me what is gone is past … never to come back… and what is present …is to be cherished and lived to the fullest …!!! I quite feel suffocated when someone from past tries to interfere in my personal space in present … in such situations what can you do? -be straight in handling it by letting noe the person concerned that u no longer can provide space that once u used to… or else go with the flow… accomodate the past when u have free time in present..!!!
I am the kind of person who will never sit and try to predict the future … but i am blessed with the natural power to detach…. from the environs , from the people who no longer mean essential in my life to survive..!!! You may feel i am arrogant but being a little arrogant is better than being an emotional fool… And i love it this way..!!! So no question of accomodating the past..!!!
In any relationship.. there should be space for each other to breath and live , survive… Its true that ppl come and go in ur life so that they can provide u with the most valuable asset of ur life -“experience” !!! But which experiences to cherish and value and which ones to exclude from your life is at your discretion…its very tough to be the special person in my life…but once u r tagged special…u remain that way for me till my last breath..!!!!Because then you know that u r “somethign else”….!!!
( this post is in memory of a clingy person who is a total pest and obnoxious weed.. this is to tell her/him that … i am fed up of you..@@@@@@@ )